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Name: Jet
Gender: Male
Interests: writing... not thinkin... but i suck at dat 2....Shounen-ai n yaoimysticism n superstition...wanting to figure out life....
Expertise: dancing but bad at it...sleeping...putting ppl offmysticism n superstition...
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
12/28/2004
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| wow... its been months...
might as well recap some then
summer school:
wow... straight men are pigs... and messy.... i thought i was bad but they take the cake. They were able to leave a piece of lemon in the sink... and let it mold (it was theirs and i didnt wanna touch it cuz i wanted them to take care of their shit). They managed to leave produce (cut produce) out in the open... and let that mold. they were able to make the kitchen look like crap. food everywhere, constantly filling the sink, rarely washing them and using my bowls (i almost typed bowels lol). but hey, its oki cuz i dont live there anymore. but seriously some of those dudes... horrible at keeping clean n some more than others were super inconsiderate... great guys, but slobs.
school though... LOVED SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY! HATE ENGLISH LIT!
psychology: shit son, i love this stuff. I've been able to see so many reasons why people do the shit they do. or i'm reading too much into it, but hey, i give some decent advice nowadays to those who need it (and there are plenty). it's such an eye opener... and so cool.
grandparents: so today i spent some time with them... they're awesome. i wish i could be as cool as them when im old. they were teaching us how to garden and saying the funniest things. for example, my sis was doing some ju-jitsu stuff she learned from her fren, and my grandpa says "you're too slow" and he basically told my sis to elbow me in the face if she wanted to win... basically, grandpa's hardcore. then grandma is yellin at us to plant veges at home and is telling us what to do and how to do it. maybe i get my bossiness from her. all in all, awesome.
bf: it was his bday today xD so me, our fren and his sister, and bao went to eat at this vegetarian place called Happy Family. It was delicious... but poor bf is sick... so i hope he feels better. I got him a mushroom doll from mario... (its blue) and we played cards at our fren's house for a good couple of hours. i miss him so even though i saw him juss a while ago. PS - 6 months :D lol
your mum: for those u havent seen me in person, i've been makin so many "your mum" jokes. no, not just "your mom" jokes, but "your mum" all thanks to communitychannel on youtube. lol... im so inappropriate... like some string of conversations lead to my fren's mom having a penis and a 40 ft vagina. some more recent ones i liked:
- my fren: "i'm just admiring ______'s beauty"
me: "yeah... your mum used that same line on me last night, but i just didn't buy it"
- my fren: "gosh, i got sand in my pants. i got a sandy dick."
me: "oh my god, you and your mum have that same issue. i had to clean it out before i had my way with her last night"
- my fren: "can we drop u off at the corner?"
me: "yeah, i told your mum i was gonna meet her at her workplace "
hehe... and in times of stress (like finals during summer school) i was just shooting them out like crazy. i think its my new stress response. cuz seriously, i was gonna write after my title "shit this place is dusty (kinda like your mum's vag)" but i think that wouldve been distasteful
New phrase: i go through phrases pretty fast... like "heinous bitch" and "bitch please"
my new one is "shit, son" lol and i do this weird hand gesture... and its usually followed by a your mum joke...
ever so inappropriate.... lol it's gotten to the point where im annoying my bf :D
anyways... that was my quick recap...
good night
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| Hearing about some of his past experiences makes me realize that my boyfriend is one of the most resilient people i know. Despite his situations, he still manages to put on a smile and make me smile.
this was all brought on by my studying for my Psychopathology midterm... and we were reading on depression and suicide and anxiety disorders and such, and i remember my boyfriend saying, "wow, me reminding myself of ****** makes me a lil depressed" i think one of the few times i've ever heard him say that. Not just that, we have been kind of arguing, but i think in time, we will learn that arguing is okay, so long as you reach a solution that hurts no one and helps the both of you... and i believe that in time, i'll be able to learn how to not instigate or drag arguments and keep my anger and defensiveness down to a minimum. i know he's trying hard to change certain things about himself, i have to do it too... you know?
lol...
i try my best to be resilient... and i have a role model for that now =]
i hope he knows i love him 
well... family life has been up and super down... but i won't get into that bit cuz that's a lil... personal...
its half way through the semester... and i'm tired of it already... sigh... lol
time for bed xD
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| Spring 08
so it's been a couple of weeks since school started... and i hate it with a burning passion already. Greek myth sounded a lot more fun and more interesting than it actually is... and has way too much reading... stupid Iliad and Odyssey... and more reading.... Human Geography... a bore and a snore... i would drop it if i could, but i cant cuz... Intro to Experimental Psych is only 3 units... my main beef with it, that and its kinda boring... but not hard. Psychopathology seems interesting... except the first few weeks were on boring things... tomorrow we start with mood disorders... yay :D lol... sorta
i would drop a class if the stupid pre-major class (exp. psych) was one more unit... but no... the asses had to make all the pre-major psych class 3 units... but moving along...
Weekend...
two weekends ago, my bf decided to come up and stay with me for the weekend. It was fun... went to eat, went to Floatopia, and partied and had a candle-lit dinner and etc etc.
BF
i'm really head over heels for this man. I really think i can stay with him... and i dont wanna seem naive or stupid or whatever... but forever. i know it sounds cliche, but i've never felt like this... so im very happy with life =]
This weekend
I'm going home, hanging with the bf, then hauling his bum up here so he can spend his spring break with me :D
till thursday... then the two of us are heading back to LA, where i will go to oakland and spend the weekend there for a wedding... lol
tis all with me...
how are y'all
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| Winter Quarter 08
so finals were oki... I'm pretty happy with the results. I got a pass on Geo, an A+ for stats, a B for Biopsychology, and an unknown grade for Asian American Queer Studies... hopefully an A. Winter quarter was good for me i think, i feel like i learned a lot from Asian American studies, understood stats, barely understood biopsych and overall did well i think.
Love Life:
Happy happy happy Ryan =]
happy happy happy Ryan =] lol
so lucky =D
Spring Break:
Friday, had my bf pick me up from school and drive me back to LA.
Saturday: we went to get our hair cut and dyed in K-Town and we went to his place, watched Candyman and got Cha for Tea.
Sunday: went to Rialto(?) in the san bernadino area to meet his ex-bf which surprised me... not to be mean... but whatever and to Laguna Beach for lunch and to hang out. watched something with zombies and gore... forgot the name... lol and i met a chihuahua i didnt hate =D he was so cute xD
then cha for tea again.
Monday: hung out with daisy, and grandparents and tina. then went out to cha again wit bf
Tuesday: bf day again =D lol always fun
Marriage:
so basically Mom walks into the room with me and my sister talkin and she was talkin to my sis before about marriage. She went to a fortune teller and found out that we're suppose to be married around 25/26 maybe earlier for me though. She tells me to go find a girl to bring home and get married soon.... then i leave cuz i feel weird and my sister tells her she doesnt think we'd be happy getting married with whoever. she was like, why cant u guys be normal? and she thinks we werent born gay, but that we were "exposed to it at a young age and never let go of it" which is really dumb cuz who thinks about that at a young age. Also she asked my sis if i had someone "special..."
to sum it up... mom knows... but thinks i dont know that she knows... or something... lol
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| Its been a while since i've updated this thing. Let's see... Lunar New Years passed and it was fun and nice.
Let's see, i'll update and stuff'ems.
Western Regionals:
UC Santa Barbara held the Western Regionals this year. Very fun, so many guys and girls from different school and it was cool. I love the porn workshop xD
A lot of other events were also bomb. The parties were fun xD.
Lobby Day:
The day after Western Regionals, a group of us went up to Sacramento to lobby. Pretty cool and fun. Not much to say.
Classes:
Not bad at all. Doing really well in Statistics, the first math class i think i'm getting an A in. I got a B on my Biopsych midterm. Geology, i dont care... like a B/C. And Asian American Queer Issue, its like whatever xD
very nice xD
Baby:
So, I've been talking to this guy. He was sweet and so i decided to keep talking to him. So when i went to see him back in LA on the 31st of Jan for the new years parade. He was sweet and cool and fun and talkative. He drove me home and hugged me tightly. The days after that, i tried to talk to him more and more, convincing him that i was someone he should date. He was hesitant at first since there was an age difference and we kept talking and talking. We got close and then my bday came around, and he came to visit me. I like him a lot, like he makes me happy and i feel so at ease with him xD
i really really like him x3
sigh :]
and i guess its official now :3
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